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Blog Entry: Hey mama this blog is to and about you im so sorry for the way i treated you and wish i could take it all bac and i wish you were here you have no idea how hard my life is i though i hated life before but now its even worst i cant consentrate on anything and im always getting in to trouble some how and its just not me thats not who i used to be but ever sence you and dad left me i just want to give up and i dont care about anything but the thing i did to you and dad im sorry and i hate that i treated you both that way im a bad person an a bad daughter now look you both are gone an i think its all my fault cause of the way i acted and treated you i really wish i would of never of done that to you every nite i cry asking myself why why did this happen i try holding it in to keep the tears from showing cause i hate talking to my family about things i have done alot of bad thing latley that i really wish i hadent but i did it cause i really hated myself for what happen to you an dad i really miss you both and wish you could be here with me rite now so we can be a family again with no fighting and no anything mommy daddy i miss and love you both very very very very much